a birthday without me...

Here I am many miles away in presence

But my heart hovers around you like a bee;

Here I am in a faraway land

But my soul prances only to the beat of your heart;

Here I am doing my own things

But my mind always imagines

How much fun it would be, if only, you were here beside me;

Yes my beautiful, charming, caring and affectionate ladybird

You are the most lovely and adorable woman in my life

I wish and pray on your birthday

In the afterlife, let me be your wife

And do all the things, you have done for me

How much you cared, loved and sacrificed

For you are someone so special

None can ever replace you

You are the sunshine of my life

When I see dark clouds looming around;

You are that romantic moon

When I am in need of that soothing love;

You are the gushing waves that push me to the shore

When I am engulfed by the monstrous sea;

You are the steady mountain

That helps me stand still

In the midst of severe thunderstorms;

You are the beacon of light

That shows the way on stormy nights;

You are that gentle balm

That placates my wounded feathers

Helping me fly and soar high in the sky;

You are the most fabulous and simple woman

Who has sacrificed her wants and desires

For the sake of her family;

And rejoices in the success and happiness

Of her spouse and child;

Who can ever be like you my dearest

Can I ever imagine to be or do what you have done for me

Never ever, as you are that special person

In my life, that none can embrace

I am lucky to have you as my wife

Yet I have but hurt you many a times

And wept alone in my heart inconsolably

What have I done and what have I said

None can I retract having done and having said

Yet my love for you has grown only evermore

And will be more than ever

Because there is no one like you

And you are the soul and heartbeat of my life;

Though I am not there for your birthday celebrations, my sweetheart, I want you to feel that I am there and do what I would have done as if I was there. Because I am there in your heart and soul. And there is that lovely child born out of our love’s labor, that yearns for our attention and care. So I really want you to look, feel and be the most gorgeous lady on this special day, of yours and wishing and praying for many more and that we will be there together to celebrate these fascinating moments of life. May God bless you my pretty thing, I simply love you more than anything else in my life. And I certainly miss you baby doll, but will surely make up for the lost times. So go out and have all the fun in the world, because it’s your day and none can take it away from you.

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